never better

no writings for this entry, just sharing some pictures(:

ok this is weird.just ignore


hey,its him =P


burningggg

hot hot heattt

sun, sun, go away, come again some other day. la la la la la.....

left behind

*yes this flower is crying XP

i went to bed late last night and i guess thts the reason why i woke up late this morning.okay.to shorten up the story, i was left by my family who went breakfast this morning because they think i dont wanna follow them .i went showering then suddenly the house went quite.waaaaaaaaaaaaaa. i know lah before that, ibu woke me up,she even asked me once, whether i wanna follow them to Warisan or not. --' soo i woke up, staying unconscious then went straight to the bathroom, not answering my mom.but hey, that does'nt mean its a "no" right. i have'nt said anything! erhhh

but, why do i get so emotional for this? haha forget it .

soo yup im alone at home now. with, a starvinggg stomach!

then ayah texted me, "nasi lemak or meehoon soup?"

i replied, "meehoon soup.less calories.haha"

glad ayah is buying something for me. thought he already forgotten his second daughter.pfffttt* and and ayah texted me again, "u hv 2 eat both nasi lmak & mee coz ibu got d nasi b4 ur sms.Dont worry,both r low calories....but high in FAT,he he". =.= pffftttt.

i went lyke "ceeeehhh,okay".

something interesting.

watch this out.featuring my brother,Nadzmi. haha XD

radioactive

hey earthlings.miss me? hell, no. okay lets talk about raya. BUT, before that.please excuse me for a long-time not updating blog.hey i hve reasons ;

a)tht day when i came back from school, my family were rushing back to our hometown
b)was busy shopping and preparing for raya.man, is tht real? haha
c)internet at my kg ws efffing slow + dun have tyme fer it eventhu i can still blogging thru phone.

wtv it is, who the hell cares ayte. so lets get back to story. so, raya. ok to tell the truth its not really fun celebrating it this year comparing to last year.i dont know why but my inner feelings keep telling me that. there are just few things tht made raya this year okay to me ; first,i bought loads of baju raya.haha second,i got friends to text with during raya tht makes 24 hours unbearable to me. its a fact babe. if ure with me evry second, i swear you wouldnt see my hands off the phone.lol.hey dont blame me, if i cant get well with the phone,then wht else to do? help ibu in the kitchen? bake kuih raya? sorry, its soo not me. ;p wht evv.if you wna know me,mix well with it,honey.

*myspace picture XP


plus, i completely understand the fire-sure fact about raya, relatives ryte. family.its a well-very important need during the syawal month.family gathering.but, to me theres nothing special about it. not like i hate family,relatives.nooo. but you see, my family is not been well separated much. in fact, we always had gathering with each other. so, meeting family is a common thing to me. but hey im very glad for that. gratitude to Allah because i have a perfect family(:



is tht enough? till then, reaaaaly hope to type more but mom's calling.wnna go out but im not very sure where we are heading.bye !



*btw, please tell your mom i want duit raya ok XD

like you care

long time no blogging! just came back from alamanda and not in the mood of typing and crapping.maybe later kay, i'll tell yah about rayaaaa :D

title

eh ehh next week hari raya ryte? heee, HAPPY BECOMING RAYA :D

+ exam's over but the big exam is coming, final exam. yes im waiting for it. heeeeeee :D

busy days.

MUST BE DONE BY THIS WEEK;

-a video about something( havent decide)
-presentation sejarah
-presentation b.arab! =X
-geo notes, blargghhhh


soo,pray fer me ! gtg now.bye*


btw, have i told ya that im now in onlining in cc aspuri? haha yes i am, proudly am :D

yawnn like you never did

unbelievably ( or wtv they spell it) , i woke up quite early this morning. 11.40 am woohooo.today, going back to semashur. and AGAIN, ibu got a plan. hey have i mentioned to you sumthing about kraftangan thinggyy event? to my suprise, thts the master thing.ibu said we'll go to tht kraftangan event first before sendin me to school. and oyeah, my cousin joined us. and they're wayyy downstairs waiting for me.ahah gtg!

sony ericsson

So, I'm just sitting here late, late, late, again, as always, mum keeps telling me to go to bed. well i am on the bed. but not sleeping lah.haha. got nothing to do yet im not much sleepy now. and o yeah,I keep wondering if things would be better if we had 36 hours in a day, or would we still be overworked and still feel like there were not enough hours in the day.hmmm.anyway life goes on right. =)

tomorrow i have to go back to school. hell yeah i just love tht fact

Here We Go Again

fantastic, somehow i think she sounds lil bit piece of paramore in this songg

4 september 2009(:

it had been a veryyy heavy day for me. very hectic i tell yah.seriously. and if i say its very heavy . i mean like VERY heavy okay.shut the fak up.

lemme tell yah wht really happened that day. well as you all know, friday is the day im off from that jungle or specifically my school yeah. it turned out that i have to go back home by myself since my mom got more important things to do than pick up her daughter who was stuck at an abandoned-like school.okay wht evv i dun care lahh ibu. at least i can gain experience, going back home by myself. trying to be a survivor.haha. sooo i have to take ktm lahh to kl sentral.


i was planning to take bus from school to ktm batang kali before going to kl sentral but the shitty school suddenly dont have bus for tht day.how awkward. soo i have to tumpang sumone lah.lastly, liyana's dad took me all the way to kl sentral. direct to kl sentral. hoyeah hoyeah thanks for the ride uncle! =D



&& at kl sentral, i met quite loads of semashur kiddo. afiq,safwan and some f4 guys and some people idk their names(they are just not famous,haha)

soon as i arrived there, i called ibu. and ya wanna know what she said? ayah and ibu and all the families plus cousins and all will buka puasa at hotel maya. so i have to be there. i ws like, oh hotel maya! kinda interested.its been a loong tyme since we last went there.


hotel maya is not bad.such a fantastic hotel yeah i admit. its a 5 star hotel fyi.ayah once said that its a boutique hotel.no wonder lahh because of the design and all thinggy.ibu already bawakkan my outfit for me to change cuz she said she dont wanna see me in those orange outing shirt at the hotel.(fyi, my school outing shirt is orange in colour. i know how damn sucks it is.)
hmm so i was like, okay, i will be there.

but, how? aihhh gonna find my own way. after a bit moment of me-thinking, ive made a decision.i just took train to ampang park then from ampang park, just took taxi to the hotel.yeayy haha it isnt that hard though. but then just when i think about the moneyyy. fuuh luckily it ws enough. hope tht the taxi cost doesnt kill much.then farid texted me.it ws a fun ride, though but if i didnt bring my such-heavy-baggy bag, it would be more fun.the taxi costs me 6$.pffftt*

anddddd lastly, i arrived at the hotel.woohoo but firstly i ws quite blur and hey-where-am-i-suppose-to-go moment happened. until i called ayah, then ayah guide me to the ballroom. but! before that,i changed first. ugghhh i just hate that my mum brought me a wrong shirt, i actually hate to wear tht shirt but i think better to put that on than going to the ballroom with this ugly-yuggly orange nanny shirt. okay then azan went on. and we ate and ate and ate. the food served was superb i tell yah. then we went home. and guess what i straighly went to bed without thinking of anything else.too tired i think.haha, till then , sweeeesh =D

have you?

guys, i know this sounds kinda silly but,

have you ever thought of running away from yr house?

have you ever thought of moving to a new school?

have you ever thought of dying?

have you ever thought of suiciding?

okay, just getting a lillll bit crazee here. we're done now. *toodles

send it on

good morning world ! errr, izzit still morning? haha, to you maybe yeah its already afternoon ryte, 1.50 pm.got it. but to me its still early cuz i just woke up and everything's just going to start. geeesh, how bad is tht. what evv. i still dont know what makes me turn up waking up late this day. oh yeah now i remember. last night i didnt sleep well. zul texted me and we chat until sahur. haha !

he's at school actually and at tht tyme he ws doing geography notes. which i have'nt done yet.uggghh how awkward. i mean lyke helooo exam's over. yes it is but i still have to do some notes which i think a bundle piece of waste to mehh.ahmad sucks. huhhh and yeah i accompanied zul doing his notes until morning.


i dont care actually bcause i didnt get much sleepy last night. i dont know maybe my evening sleep yesterday has much more enough to cover up last night.haha but i dont sleep that much okay. just for a moment.


that doesnt even matter.atleast i woke up.huh talk about today. umm not going anywhere i guess. ibu asked me just now about going to aaa..i dont remember the event name. but its sumthing lyke "kraftangan" thinggy lah.i kinda interested at first but ayah doesnt want to go sooo its off. now i got nothing to do . maybe im gonna ask ibu to buka puasa at kelab tasik today ;p its been a loong tyme since we last ate at tht restaurant.

glorious month(:

yes and its Ramadhan, people.also, its the purest month of the year, Ramadhannnn al-mubarrak comes again. Happy Ramadhan to all.

First and foremost yeah I’m veryyy thankful for Im still given the chance to meet Allah’s Ramadhan for this year(: lucky me and, luck you =D. Imagine people that has passed away and they dont have the chance to meet this Ramadhan ( then Allah loves them,innalillah) huhu //

btw,i am taking all the chances to say my sorry and pray to Allah; the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful. May this once-in-a-year time means the most to all of us, muslims. this month is the time. the time we had to spend for Allah,our one and only God. the time we got to test ourselves for our iman and Islam side. the true way of living in this temporary world.yes,people .

&&lastly , Im wishing you all happy ramadhan, of course happy fasting and happy performing tarawih . may it brings you good health, happiness and peace .