Inconsolable.

1. I got no more extra money left and I feel like working to earn some.

2. The holiday is over. School starts tomorrow. Im so not ready (!)

Random.

:')

Flicking Through Days.

I got quite loads of things to say, but in order to fit in all those, I better list them up.

1. I dont understand why I have to learn about all those Tamadun and Zaman Mesolitik people, Sumeria people, and all those Pendeta who are practically DEAD for the longest time ago. (infact you dont know, its my history subject)

2. If I got loads of money right now, I will straightly buy the handbag I saw at Midvalley yesterday. (Seriously I want that, Gosh I nearly cry when I saw it)

3. I need new shoes! :'( (2 of them)

4. Ive turned down someone so badly. And, it doesnt feel good. Right now. At this moment :/

5. Im aiming to score for this ups1 but my effort didnt go with the flow.

6. My mom didnt know Im having an exam next week. That explains why she didnt nag when she didnt see me with books. Pheeww. I didnt tell her because she didnt ask. (just a prepared excuse incase she scolded me for not telling) =.='

7. I hate bald guys that think they are cool enough for that style. Seriously man, think for the second time.

8. My fingers ache badly. Because of the guitar strings. Is is the strings or is it me being too harsh? Sheeshh, Im trying on a song by Bedingfield. Hope I can catch up before the school starts.

9. I lost my necklace and planning to buy a new one. But until now, I couldnt find the right choice.

10. Shen bought me a tiny turquoise beanbag yesterday (!)
And I love it XD Awww, thanks :')

11. My little brother is annoying. I could kill him anytime.

12. I watched Case 39 yesterday and I suggest you to watch it too. It was very thrilling and full of suspends and drop-your-jaws kind of movie. Nice.

13. I need new shoes! (have I mentioned this before?)

14. I am getting fatter day by day.

15. My cousin just got a baby (!) And its a baby girl. And we called her Mia. And she was so cute and I couldnt help myself just playing with her all day. All the time Im at Mama's house. And, ignoring those books. Hell yeah.

16. Its 9.39 and Im signing off. Later,




P/s - Do people make lists because they have an innate desire for order, or because they like setting down thoughts at random? Discover yourself XD

Last Goodnight.

Every night before I sleep, I just hope that all the problems and all the conflicts will go along with my dreams and vanish just like that, so that when I wake up the next morning , everything will be fine and I got zero problems unsolved. But for the second thought, life was never that easy.

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okay maybe sometimes I typed a lot (really). Dont be bothered to read. Seriously -.-

Who cares about the title?

*starring video is Princess Hours OST (Perhaps Love)

no noo, im not one of those Korean addicted people or even Ohgosh-Minho-is-so-hot-i-could-die-for-him type or even people who screamed like hell when those Korean people appear at Tv screen or even people who pasted up Korean's posters all over walls and ceilings and whoever knows where. Geesh, no. Well maybe you think im making up stories and all that but infact, its true. There are people like that out there. I dont know how they became very ethusiastic and ablazed by that. Yes I understand that different people have different interest. But common lah, no need to be over reacted. Trust me, i have experiences living with these type of people. *no offence. But as long as it doesnt interfere my life, just go on with those habits lah you guys. Lets see if those Korean people can anticipate your future.

Anyway, my intention in posting this video is that it reminds me of my childhood memories. *except Im not that really 'child' at that time. If Im not mistaken, I was in standard 5/6 when I first saw this movie. At that time, I remember every evening, me and my sister plus my maid ( Kak Is, awww I miss her :'/ ) , we would stop everything that we were doing at 5.30 sharpp, and rushed to the television to watch this movie. Haha XD. Concentration marksss, boleh dapat 10 markah lahh, then when the movie finishes, we would talk, comment, andd conclude andd everything including contriving the next episode; what will happen, who will do this and that, where shall it be, is it time for the hero to propose and so on. Ouch, i miss those times.

And when the holiday came and we had nothing to do, me and my sister would browse through Youtube to watch the episodes over and over again. Geesshh, that was annoying i suppose -.-'

Its actually called Goong but in English, its Princess Hours. *well at least thats what I think. The movie was, for sure, impressive! Well, compared to other Korean movies. I dont know. 'My girl' seems quite meritorious too but, I still prefer this. A mixture of comedy,romance,friendship and family bonds. The jokes are worth to laugh at. And, yeah, I cried most of the times. (Not that much, trust me -.- ) It was very arousing and emotive you could not get your eyes off. (cehhh, metaphor nii)


I ai'nt really good at making a synopsis for something but I'll try to describe it as far as i can. Princess Hours is actually drama that offers two types of fun; the romance arising between a noble prince and an ordinary girl, and the familiarity of all this happening in modern-day Korea.

A perfect boy from a noble bloodline, with good looks (woot woot, XD) and a sense of unpolished beauty has to marry against his will at the age of 17. An ordinary girl from an ordinary family, with a clumsy character, i suppose XD average grades and average looks oversteps the prejudice and barriers surrounding her. The process how they fall in love with each other unfolds with excitement. Andd, this process makes the story a whole lot funn.

Err, actually this is just a Just-So-You-Know and memories flashback post. In fact, I didnt watch this anymore. Because lack of time and I have other business to be done rather than watching this which never leads to an A+ in my Chemistry -.- Okayy, enough with that. Its just. If you havent watched any of those Korean dramas, I suggest this one to be your first :D Just like me back in those years , I couldnt get enough. So goodluck! (ceh, bajet, menyampah)

♥

Thoughts.

All those times, those "horrible" break-ups, getting cheated on, fights and cold shoulders with certain ex-friends. Long time ago. All those times, I thought my heart broke. Damn it.

Silly me.

But then you know what they say: Ignorance is bliss. It truly was.

For me, it's like time stopped. I'm going out tomorrow, but it feels like I'm going through the motions. The excitement I felt a few days ago is either gone or has found a good hiding place somewhere I can't find.

I'm being strong the only way I know how: to go through life as if I'm fine.

Now I know what it means, I can only count on my prayers and the support from my beloved family and amazing friends.

Please help me pray that everything will be ok.

p/s : If you dont understand this, just dont get yourself into it. Im just being emotional somehow. Awwwww, XD. Haha bodoh.

Flaws.

Whoosh, I cant help the fact that its Sunday morning and im at kampung, Malacca.

I woke up early this morning , backing up the fact that i *probably*will be facing the book instead of what im doing now. =____= okay okay, i promise i'll study. but later lah, tak breakfast lagi nak study pendenyee.

i got 2 texts from Sam and realized that i left him just like that last night. haha. sorry, once im in contact with my novel, i just cant get enough. and yeah, i felt asleep just like that, without even replying your texts. i texted him this morning but until now, still havent replied. probably havent wake up yet. =_____=

so i got quite a number of plans to do during this not-so-called holiday. hangouts with friends are permanent. no excuse for it, infact i havent been out for like, more than a month? shit, what could be more lame than that? =='

i promised myself to get ready for the upcoming exam , which is UPS1. to be honest, i reaally want to score this time. i mean, who the hell doesnt? ive been playing all this while, skipping classes ( which, i didnt mean to , hey i got reasons whaaat) and etc. this time will prove what is really on my mind. how far and how much i understand what the teachers are babbling in front. how far i can twist my mind doing such equations . how clear my visions about cells. how focus i am in physics. like someone said, "exams are made because teachers cant read our minds" . gosh, good point for that.

haha, i didnt mean to feel this way. its not that im afraid about the exams or something , but you know, that kind of fear, just creeps me out. i'll just do my best, anyway.

ggrrr, wish to type more but its time. gotta go. bye!