Cooler Than Me.

Assalamualaikum. On top of all, if you ask me what is the difference between prison and boarding school? I could say that it is mostly the same. Well, 50-50 lah kan. kejam gila kalau sama je enn --' With homeworks and trainings and stuffs to be done, 24 hours seems not enough for me . At this time, multitasking is superr important! I cn say that im not reaaaaally good at that. But still, I can draw, eat a cheeseburger,talk on a cell phone, and apply a moisturiser-which is not encouraged, if you're reading this! In fact, I think girls are good critics because we have a lot of opinions,about the food we eat, the shows we watch, the clothes we wear-and so on. *okay merepek.

So yeah, today is Sunday-which means the back-to-school day. I didnt care much. No matter how bad I hate this day, I still have to go back to school aite. No such excuse. So, enough with the bad talks. *rungutan =='

Dont feel like typing.

Fuhh! For the record, I didnt sleep last night. Ask me why ask me why! *cehh poyo. I dont know how did that happen. I tend to finish some of my homeworks but it turned out the opposite. Baahh, biasa ah janji melayu en* But I did finish some of 'em. Had a looongg and quite fun time with Abg Sam, who officially owns his new iPad now. big applause. *woot. XD We talked, talked, till 7 am something . Haha. Yeah. 7 am. Habis semua rahsia orang dibongkarnya.

But in other side, I have some piece of regret *penyek. Masa bazir camtu jee. Haih.
Okay okay lepas ni tak buat lagi.

Statement of the month : This long holiday is not long at all. I need more. Thank you (!)

Off to school. Adios

Its Either.

its either my other friends are being super nerd or I am the one who's lazy?
its either my teachers are going mad or we are meant for those homeworks?
its either the night is moving very fast or it is really 3am now?


I hate school (!)

But then, ayah once said that " The best time of your life is when youre in school"

Baahhh >.< , what ever.

Ipin (:

In a minute or two, I will be right on the car, heading back to Johore, which, is my kampung. Ibu said that it is almost 5 months we didnt came back to visit atuk. Whoa, I never realised that before. Life been busy. Dont blame me. So, till then ♥

I need a new shoes.

Oh, how i wish i could be part of them. (This doesnt mean anything to this post XD)

There are only two conclusions I've made recently- either I'm weird, or people are confused.
I think it's the former, really. Many people say I'm one of the most mature people they've ever met. Apparently they can hear maturity in my voice.
*Thank you for that (: * Though i think my voice sounds freakish.

Many people who know me well say I'm a child inside and outside and in every bit of my voice and I'll never grow up. But sometimes I could be the most sensitive person in the world and somehow I could be very fierce at times.
I'll admit, I'm petrified that they could be right.

Yeah serious, maybe its hard to see me crying but the fact is I always did. Andd, if you think im that soft or what, I fought with boys. I got a record of punching a boy right on his face when i was only in primary school. And when in secondary school, I once got banned from a group of boys. Me and my friends. Quite a number of us. The boys called us "tyco" without us noticing. And we never really care. Because, we just do what we wanted to and for the sake that we did not interrupt their life, so why should they? Right then we just pretend that the boys were never exist and I told them they were childish much. It was fun though.

And, I did have a crush - not important . yeah

See, I love being a kid. Thinking about the future, about what I want to do or be was always reserved for my wildest dreams, my ambitious spurts, my If only. You know like what you always did when you were child, or even now, like - If only I could own that, If only I could marry him, If only I could taste that-and so on.

I thought about it all the time. I dreamt about things all the time. I always wanted to have things I like. Not considering the price or whatsoever.
But I never imagined them happening and I probably never really worked for them. What I want, is what I get. Which, I think is very immature and bad attid. Gosh, I really have to change that.

I'll say that this year has changed me in ways that I can't understand and kept me the same in ways I'm surprised about. The beginning for 2011 taught me a lot. For one, I've been subjected to experiences that really got me introspecting beyond what I wanted to do next month or what I felt like eating that day. I can't really elaborate. You can just explain it to yourself if youre close to me.

For another, people around me have unexpectedly played a scarily huge role in promoting me to first standard mentally, I suppose. Yeah, for instance example, my friends. Think about that.

Now wipe that look on your face! Haha I dont know what got me into this. I mean, those "craps" above. Anyway, thanks for reading.

Hold It Against Me.

less than three, ♥