Dont Pretend To Be Fair-

ok so now im at school,PUAS HATI? andd

stopp with the sayings ; hanisa,balik lahhh woiiii balik lahh.

stop okay.

now

im

already

at school,

errr and yeahhh im fucking tanned rite now.i had basketball tournament just now and it went out just well.somethinh happened but i just ignored it as long as it doesnt interfer any of my biz.whatever

my skin got tanned a lot.haha

and i hate it.yesssssss. =='

i got debate tomorrow and it sucks.as usual, our program after pmr totally sucks!

dammit!

back to the barnyard.

so yeah,the time has come :)

im going back to school and honestly im half-happy for it.

im done with holidays at home and now its for the damn school.

zzzzz, pfftt =.=

no matter how shit the thing will gonna be, im going to face it with my friends yeahhh. we'll rock on that.tomorrow i got basketball tournament and do pray for me and my teammates as well.ta-da

Nur Hanisah,

agreed with this.

poof!

damn! i got problemm with my sim card.just now after i had my lunch, i got text from topek andd i just got stucckk replying it.urrrrrhhhh it annoys me a lot.the screen says " Inactive SIM" . WHAAAATT ?? no no, there must be something wrong.i restart the phone over and over again and it just doesnt work! mannnnn, =.= pffftttt im going back to school this evening and please uhhhh dear simcard, dear handphone, please fix yourself as son as you can because i'll be using you guyss a lott at school.since i will be bloody bored yeahhh, so please hear me, will ya ? ;'(

parkson

1.15 am.its not like im already sleepy or what but i just think i need enough rest for tomorrow.yeah guys.tomorrow im going back.hear that? im going back! uh-huh.so bye bye and do have a great night okay.no matter how hard it is.i dont care.haha.ta-da

please tell your mum,im broke

so done with Singapore.next waiting list ;

( ) basketball tournament
( ) trip to Genting
( ) hockey tournament
( ) buy new shoes
( ) shop new clothes
( ) out to KLCC,movies,bowling,etc
( ) send goodluck cards to aisyah and khalil
( ) sarawak?

vacation is my favourite word.

i start with,Assalamualaikum :)

my life had been better these few days.yeah i swear its true.just came back from a trip to Singapore and it was bloody fun and my rm600 is just worth it man! yeaahhh rock on that.i had much pleasant and unforgettable moments there.and i swore that was once in a lifetime experience and i would never ever forget till my last breath ;D thanks to my gang there ; fatin,hanim,fiqa,alan,nik and atoi.you guys rock! they made my days there even better! we hangout together andd we spent our time there making it golden day by day.and again, i just couldnt put all my feelings into words! so then yeah i think you can imagine how great and wonderful it is.let the pictures talk ;)

p/s; sorry the pictures are not arranged in order.

yeahhh meet my friends xD

@ Changi Airport

The Merlion ;)

at neWater.goshh this is freaking awesome.

indoor roller coaster! i swear it was extremely tragic and havocccc.we ride this twice! and it will never get enough

introducing Nik Abbas.whoops sorry, he's taken guys :D so no scandal okay.

dinner time :) the food was delicious andd super finger lickin' good!

shrek 4D ! xD

we ate lunch at Marty's Casa Del Wild.its Halal and its from Madagascar.

at dataran.this was before we took off to airport.1.30 am.oucchh

;)

@ Espalanade

meet Hazrin Hazinor ;) he's one great guy.

unforgettable.

there is a story behind this room telephone.HAHA!,

the pengetua treat us these mashed potatoes.now what's more proud than that? HAHA, just see our faces ;P

heyyy :D

yeaahh!

haha.this is crap.

Singapore National Science Center xD introducing Hazrin Hazinor and Zubair Hasni.

Espalanade :)
we were there at the night of our second day.

on the first night, we were free to go anywhere so here we are.we went out of the hotel room and stroll going nowhere.yeahh.but it was fun though.really fun.

from left ; fiqa,atoi,fateh,nik,hanim,me and fatin.alan was snapping this pic

its USS , dudes!

:D

welcome to the Ancient Egypt ;)

overjoyed maybe xD

and.yeah.again =p

we're on top of the Espalanade.the view was damnn niceee.

we bought a cd tht costs us 16 dollar.so we paid 2 dollar each and finally bought it.tht night, me,fatin and afiqa came to the boys' room(alan,atoi,nik) to watch tht movie.yeah the hotel room were provided with cd player.we watched 9 Temples.it was kinda like karma movie.not tht scary much but it was okay :)

see the palace behind there? it was the place where Shrek 4D show located! we went there and it was fcking awesome! wohoooo ;D you shud try tht on yr own

we got soaked wet at Jurassic Park.but some of us just didnt get even a splash of water.like nik =.=' anyway it was worth it

so that's all dudes and dudettes.well actually these were some of the pictures.there were loaddss and loaddsss of it and you can easily find them on facebook.overall i can conclude tht my money was worth it andd i would never ever forget these memories ;) ta-da

Hanisah Rahman,

signing off-byebye

That Day ; Zenith's Day

Waking up late just doesnt affect any of my mental disagree.now im staying calmly and peacefully inside the musolla.where I can feel the welcomeness of the day.the smile of the sun.the beauty of Subuh.im praying to Allah for his bless,for his power to make everything easy.so that me,my friends and all can pass each of His test without any circumstances.with all our effort and sacrifices,this is the day.it is time for Tawakkal.

yes that particular word.

i stepped into the canteen where everybody were busy talking to each other.some were calling their parents while some were memorizing their last minute notes.here we are.The Zenith.now we're getting ready for the big war.for the big test.it gonna shows it all.this is our strength.this is the benchmark where we can know how strong our bond is.how effective our way of learning.how friendship and sacrifices really means in life.

i can see some people laughing and some were taking photographs.maybe thts just their way to hide their nerves.so i just dont bother.i look out to search for my besties and there they are.sitting nicely and relaxingly at one of the bench inside the canteen.so i go there and lay myself on the bench.they greeted me warmly as what we always did each morning.they are the best of friends i have ever known so long.i swear.

i suddenly catch a glimpse of him.i just couldnt believe my eyes.he was sitting just infront of me.he is the one.he is the one i have been waiting for so long.if people asked me why i chose to be single forever,then the answer would be him.to tell the truth, im not being flirty or what.but i dont know.its just something in him that i admire a lot.and dont ask me why.because i really,really dont know what it is.and for sure,im not hoping anything from him.so then i secretly stare at him.there is something in his eye that i could not describe.that i could not put into words.i keep on staring until then i caught him staring back at me.i feel nerves rushing in my adrenaline.i looked away.i dont want him to know what im feeling.im scared it makes him annoyed or what.well who knows.so i just dont bother.i joined the gossip-of-the-morning back with the girls.

then the president of our batch signing something to us.sure.yeah.we understand it a lot since we were being asked to do that for almost 5 times.sure he asked us to get ready infront of the hall.suddenly i feel butterflies in my stomach.i monologue to myself that everything is gonna be fine.that evrything gonna turned out just okay.

i was touched by the beautiful azan performed by one of the boys.it makes us all feel calm and prepare us for the big thing.i can see some of us crying.the teachers too.i was having this kinda feeling.im not really sure what it is but it made me almost burst into tears.it made me realize that this is the time.this is where we are going to shine! we are going to prove that we actually can do something to make evrybody proud.dont worry teachers,we wont dissapoint you.we wont.we'll make your efforts and sacrifices worth it.i hold back my tears as i dont wanna cry right now.if i cry, sure it will affect the others too.so then i tell myself to just relax and pretend that this is just another test that we're going to face.act normal.like usual.

then our president recite the doa to seek for Allah's blessings.we focus as much and i can hear people recite the Amin to theirselves.and again, i feel the nerves rushing in my body.starting from Amal class, the first boy already stepped into the hall.then it continues with Bakti,Ehsan and all.then it was my turn.i whispered to the teachers to pray for us so that we will get to answer all the questions easily.they said they always will and i can see that tiny drops of water coming down their faces.i cannot stand it anymore.

with much confidence and courage,i stepped into the hall together with Bismillah.i rushed to my place.then it started, 'Assalamualaikum,cikgu'.i monologue to myself again; goodluck friends.i know we can do this! i smiled :)

nichii

its already 2.10 am and im still not asleep.had a chat with nik just now and he introduced me some kinda games.the common one; dota and CS.which,most likely boys played.i kinda interested in games actually.

the last time i played was when i was in standard 6.there was this game called Gunbound.it kinda cool.you must try.well atleast the audibles were cute enough.i shared it with my bestiess at primary school.we used to enjoy tht game until we enter high school.then evrything vanished just like that.just now i downloaded the game back but suree it takess a looong time for me to get used with the game back.so yada-yada.

well anyway, i decided to try dota after this.with what nik told me, i think i will manage to play well.thanks dude.now i just have to get tht thingg right inside my laptop.

oh yaa stop talking about that, i packed my things and dammit my luggage is freaking huge! i just wondering how bloody embarassed im going to be having my friends laughing around me staring at the luggage.ohh knock it off.i think it will be okay kot.i hope so.i hope its not too big.*but i think it is.ahah.whatever lahh.its for my own sake.idc what other ppl say.

im getting sleepy now so guess this is the last post for today? ta-da

Chit-Chatter

i watched Drag Me To Hell just now and it was kinda awesomeee.but frankly some part of it just doesnt make sense.anyway its worth it to burn my 2 hours instead of doing nothing.andd hell yeah im here at home while the other zenith are busy making theirr wayyy at the hostel.haha.poor them.

no worry lah guys, ill be going back tomorrow.no worries.i got a phone call just now and its from unknown.he refused to tell his name and its kinda sucks.i hate it when people do that.please take note.i mean whats the point you called me and i dontknow who the hell are you.hello,logic please? so i ignored that guy.and he keeps on messaging me as if i wanna reply him back.no-way dude.forget it.youre just another man.

im done with choosing my scarf and outfits for singapore andd now im going to pack up all those thingggs to get back to semashur tomorrow.plus ; my room need some cleaning to do yeah.so ta-da ;)

i guess it's true

Allah's creature.

dudeeee dont get suprised cuz this time im serious.its Maher Zain! well hes kinda famous these days.i dont really bother about people talking about him and how they fancy him, the way he sings and all that.

but suddenly, it just came.the interest in him just came.idk why but just now i watched his video by accident."the chosen one" video clip.i found his facebook on Nik Abbas's. He likes Maher Zain so i just get in the mood of getting to know more about this singer.he is not bad though.his voice seems soft and daring.despite his good-looking appearance,he is worth it to be admired.annddd since then yeah no wonder many people admire him. =='

and yeah about "the chosen one" video clip,his song and the video are inspired by Muhammad, peace and blessings be upon him. Maher Zain and Awakening Records felt they had to respond to the recent attacks on Prophet Muhammad through cartoons and Facebook. The result is this music video.enjoy!

*blinkk

OH.MY.GOD.

ayah,ibu,pleeeeaasseee?
i want one! badly ;(

Ohana means family.

its getting more harder for us to actually meet each other these time.but certain occasion like raya did actually gather us.im glad i have such a wonderful family.whatever happens,they are always there for me.in my life, family always comes first no matter how hard the situation is.i will always trust them and they will always be in my heart.i hope my family lasts forever and that there's no boundaries that will make us apart.frankly speaking, i just LOVVVEEE them.and yes, its truly from the bottom of my heart.

day out ;)

we went to mid valley.well its a last minute plan actually and thts why only four of us managed to came.we had a blast day though! there was farra,ekah and duey ;) we watched Charlie St. Cloud and it was fantastic! seriously guys you must've watch tht movie.it made me almost burst into tears at one part.to summarise, it was all about the love from a brother to his younger brother and to his girlfriend.he can see dead people and all.you better watch it on your own lah.

then we went shopping! ekah boughtt a lott of things.i swear.haha.im not really into the mood of shopping as the fact that the trip to sgpore cost kinda loads of money.so i better save some ;) i bought tshirts and one sleeveless shirt.well not very much to say.let the pictures talk.enjoy them ;

from left ; duey,ekah and me ;)

shut up duey.haha

meet farra :) yeah.she's gorgeous i know.awww ;D

the three of us.topshop

they look cute together huh?

we just loveeeee subway!

ta-da