a smile worths thousands.

i had a whale of time with my parents and my friends just now. my life just got better everyday. well at least i think it is. *winks

we watched "Damping Malam" and its not as bad as some people said it is. except the fact that the movie shoots at our school, there is nothing interesting about the movie. the story line was not that strong. the actors were worse. they dont really know how to act lively.

but on top of all, i had fun. i had craic with the girls all day. we planned to go bowling at first but we were quite frustrated when the counter girl said that we could not book the lane advancely.

so, we went off and did window shopping. i was really contrived to buy myself a school bag. i surveyed at all those shops there, but none of them catches my eyes. right then i decided to just save my intention and maybe continue my searching at malacca.

my parents bought a Swatch for my sister for her birthday. i cant deny that the watch is goreat(:

im going back to malacca tonight.

tomorrow will be the new year , 2011. i dont know why but for me, its just another number. theres nothing to be blather about.of course of course everybody got their own new wish, new resolutions, andd whatever. what about mine? i think i am just going to keep it to myself . its not essential to tell everybody about it right? mind your own. its not that important. well, no offence. i did not allege or araign anybody. chill.

new year doesnt mean we have to be a new person. so just be who you are. my parents are here. so, till here &hearts:

brain-dead and bleary eyes.

guess what? i hit alamanda AGAIN (!) this is the third time in just a week. yes a week. i told you alamanda is my official second home. it just happened that ibu suddenly asked me to go with her. so i thought, why not? school is just near and why dont i spend some quality time with ibu right. yeah. the original plan for the movie was supposed to be the "Hantu Kak Limah" something, i dont remember.

but unfortunately, the showtime was just a few minutes away and for sure we could not catch up so we cancelled on it. we watched "Ngangkung" instead. this is the second time i watched Malay movie at the cinema. the first was happened to be "Jin Notti" . im not being the girl who does not support the locals or what, its just the cinema. whatever.

and to be quite outspoken here, the movie was such a bomb. it was not frustrating at all. well at least i thought its gonna be frustrating. but its not. to describe more, it widens my side of view for malay talents on making comedies. some of them didnt but this movie sure do. the story line was very strong and the actors are soaa funny it hurts my mouth for stretching too much.

and i laughed all the way throughout the movie. my 2 hours in the cinema worth a gold.thanks ibu♥ i give it 8/10.

andd out of the blue, we met aunty mawar there. she's a friend of ibu. she was with her children, there are 3 of them. which, i didnt know their names. aha! strange right. i met them, shake hands, we talked and at last i just realized that i didnt get to know their names. freak .

aunty mawar's first son goes to Samura, which is a science school at Muar, Johore and he's turning 17 next year. while the other one , which is a girl, goes to TKC and turning 15 next year. and the small little girl, i dont know. i cant deny that his son is quite handsome when i first saw him. same goes to the girl, prettayy and lucky to have those nice smile(: we talked a little bit.not much because its getting late. then we all had to go home. at least we met, right.

speaking of tomorrow, i really hope i could wake up early. i mean, i HAVE to. aish, 9.20 at kl central is a small burden for me . fatin, liyana and alina will be waiting me there. i think i'll be getting ready for tomorrow at the drop of a hat. i just cant wait to see em! wooh.

the clock strikes 2.35 and i reaally think i need to go to bed right now (!) or else i wont be waking up as early as i want it to be. so, till then ♥

the alacrity for school? so NOT.

this is ought to be true and i accredit with this.

i didnt do much today.my sister is being dubious as usual.she said something that she really thinks would make me give credence for it.though it would never happen. just let her free in her own world. dont mind her. ohyeah some current updates aite.

i went to alamanda last night to buy some school stuffs.
i bought a couple of shampoo and body wash, moisturizers,facial wash, masks, toothpaste, etc.

i am in a big chimera that on 2011, my face will be free and off from those pimples. i dont know why but my face seems quite hard for the pimples to get their ass on. i am not being braggart but it is true.

and you think its awesome, its not as you think it might be. people think your hormone is not stable, is totally sucks. but on top of all, im quite grateful for it. im free off some part in teenage burdens and hope it continues.

in 2011, i wish my skin got healthier and healthier each day ♥

but still, whatever it is, ibu said it will come to me sometime, somewhere. just hope that it will not give me a blow.

my lil bro went back to abah's house at malacca. which is a yeay for me (!) which means i completely get rid of some tasks including taking care of him. which means i got more time for myself. which means i got to pack up all my things more consummate. which means im quite in state of the pastoral idyll. yup. but it didnt stay long. he will come back soon. and i will just have to deal with it.

maghrib is approaching. i gotta be ready. till then ♥

Versace

awwww, ♥ this is reaaaally cute(: and practically, it has nothing to do with me. dont figure anything about that.

lately, i didnt update much , aite.

it was such a hectic and hurly-burly week for me.

last week, i went out to alamanda with my old friends. damn, i really missed them a lot. Amalina, Aiman, Annessa, and the others.i was really glad we met back and gathered again. i am always waiting for our next outing guys. the pictures? later okay.

to brim our delectation of meeting again, suprisingly , i just knew that all of us got straight As in our exams. it could have never been better than that. life is soaa wonderful.

tomorrow will be my packing day as the come-back-to-school is getting near. the day after tomorrow will be my girls day out with la-dy. we gotta enjoy the blasts before our holiday comes to a halt.

on saturday, i will be going to kompleks sukan air, swimming with Sufhia. my old mate. and lastly, Saturday, will be the banal day.come back to school.nuff said

heartbeats

well what can i say, they rock my pants off ♥

the 9As are finally mine babyy,

take 1

take 2

HELLO PEOPLE. we are great friends and we grabbed all those As. we did it :) all our hardworks had been paid off. We were quite in a state of euphoria when we first knew this.The drought,petrifying nerves and our 3 frenetic years has proven theirselves to be worth it.Alhamdulillah, Thank you Allah♥


Plus, thank you Ayah and Ibu. I could've never achieved this without you guys.

:)

Sometimes it's hard to really articulate why you love someone. yeah how can you encapsulate all their attributes, the way they make you feel, etc into a few sentences?
Its like the heaven on earth,to make it the conclusion.

Baby I Love you, I never wanna let you go :')

this rhymes with the result :P

my lips are dry.

omg i really need to talk right now. my mind didnt function that well. and im serious. idk why but i kinda feel those butterflies in my stomach. just like everybody else did. at first, i was intend to just chill and not think too much about the result but then, yeahh i dont know why i feel this way.

i hope this all worth much. and i hope theres a good news hidden by all this feeling. i was gobsmacked when i realized that today is wednesday and the big thing is gonna happen tomorrow ♥ HARR HARR, funny right?

yeah but it doesnt sound one. i spoke to everybody and for the return, everybody spoke to me about the results. and yeahhhh, who the hell dont want the best for themselves? as well as for the batch. gosh i realllyyy have to hope on this. yeah it just came across my mind about my batch. we sure gonna win this time. we gotta show it. if we broke the record, we totally rock ♥

i chatted with teacher lis and she did relieved my nervous and eases the pain inside. yeah she did. told her i was nervous as everyone else are. she didnt say anything bout it. i was like suddenly flabbergasted when she just told us to relax and have fun this thursday.

gosh, what does she means? and yeah teacher also told me that we deserved to get good results. dont wanna say much but hope its true(: ugghhh bloody how many time have i already said "hope" ? like zillion times right. whatever. i just dc.

nuff said. i think i just have to be prepared. whatever comes, i have to accept it. like i said before ; just face the music ♥

if the success is really ours, then it will always be ours

Ya Allah, help me .

seriously?

yeah, its Friday and its 17 December . which obviously the day is just 6 days near and counting =='

*

technically true,dude

babyyy,

its the new iPad! yeahhh (: woot woot*be jealous ♥

no time for such title

nothing much to post today. going back to kampung .

honestly, i dont really like it. its not like i dont like kampung but for sure i will be damn boring there. got nothing to do mehh. nuff said.

ibu went to Terengganu for few days. oyeah about going back to kampung, i havent packed anything yet. ayah said we will be leaving tonight. that probably and definitely sucks! because tomorrow i planned to go to uniten for the open hockey tournament. with alina and fatin.

obviously i gotta cancel that. uggghh --' just gimme some space here. but whatever it is, i just have to leave it for sake. better yet, everything happens for a reason right?

yeah i do believe in that ♥

winks*

i told my mum tht some of my friends didnt wanna go to school to get the results. yeah its true. aiman said he just wanna call the school the day after the result came out. i didnt trust him at first but then, he said he was serious. i was like ' uhhh, gilaaaa. HAHA

then guess what? my mum asked me ; "so , nak pergi sekolah x nnti? "

what the? =.='

ANgus

Back then i realized i didnt actually mention about my end year holiday is'nt ? Yeah previously i could say that my holiday is not as boring as yours. atleast, i got things to do . things i cant do when im at sch. shopping, movies, cooking, etc

yeah i do cook. dont be surprised but i completed my life as a teenage girl which is i learned how to cook already.haha. nuff said

i didnt say much about listing the things i did and places i went during this holiday. but i could say tht its quite enough for my own satisfaction. i did common things in my life. hangout with my friends,bought new clothes and such. thts a routine, fyi. i went to pavi, klcc , sunway, mid , ou , etc with friends and family. i did movie marathon. texting. and yeah surprisingly, i didnt text much this holiday.

i only text the people i wanted to. idk why but i think its time for me to actually text with people whom i really wanted to text, not with whom i am forced to text. i mean , im forced to reply their texts as im being sympathy with their boredom.lol. no such things anymore. i texted with yana, fatin, hilmi and aiman azmi. ONLY.yeah. those people. doing it this way saves my credit without noticing.

enough with tht, this holiday, i am transformed to a housekeeper by a broken hopeless future machine. i did all the laundry, i cleaned up the house like everyday, i made the dishes(sometimes) , i took care of my lil bro and such.

and yeah, i went jogging at morning, early at the morning. and i bumped into one familiar guy one day. but, whatever. im not intersted in him.

ummmm wht else, yeahhhh as one of my routine, i went swimming.

as for family vacation, went to Terengganu, Cherating , Genting , Cameron Highland , Pangkor Island.yeahh thts all. haha. its very exhausting ohh. just imagine. we went to those places and stayed in 4 different hotels in just 5 days ;')
next trip is to Universals at Sgpore. oh how i hope *fingers crossed

currently, im online tutoring and the new guitar is arriving *winks

:)

" If you love someone, let them go. If they returns, they are forever yours. If they never came back , then they were never meant for you"


♥

ellovee'ee

this is sweet and this is true :)

current nerves

now everyone is fucking nervous like shit about the results. everybody already knows that the day is coming. 23rd Dec ofcourse. no need to mention. for the second time bloody much , as what every form 3 kiddo are doing out there, im also hoping for the best.

i hope it turned out as well as my upsr results. with flying colours. plus plus, got an offer to a boarding school. that was a bonus. and im glad for it, honestly. i hope everybody got the perfect result lying on their own hands and shading tears of happiness at that day, not tears of sadness and regret.

i once told my friends tht if evrybody got straights a's on their own slip, and for sure if my batch broke the record of 100 a's in every subjects, i will be rolling in tears like some kinda retarded person and i will be hugging everybody like never before and screaming and shouting and for sure everybody will look at me like some peace of something and i will never, ever be ashamed of that. beacuse it worth it

haha

seriously man, we were working very hard on this before. we did those revisions, we went to classes, bengkel, we stayed up late at night, we sacrificed our pulang bermalam just to attend those classes. studyyyy instead of enjoy our raya (i didnt but ofc some of us did) we skipped meals just to spend more time with the books and modules and discussions with friends, mentors and mentees.

we had trials when we were fasting. we did test and exams everyday and every hour, we got nerves. we checked each other papers and correct them if they're wrong. we leave friendly and thoughtful notes for them.make everybody grin looking at their paper. we spent a lot of money buying those modules and books and papers and all. we support each other. we took turns slept at one's dorm and waking up supperr freaking early to get to those classes. we got scolded by teachers like every hella day.we taught each other.we gave and took advice.we went thru loads of motivations.yeah without noticing, i actually missed these moments. i shed tears once when i suddenly thought of these.memories will still be memories and never shall fade in m pieces of life.

well it was gone, but more important, it will never be forgotten. i never regret being a form 3 student. it was a tough job for me but whatever it is, i did manage to went thru those circumstances with the help of my beloved friends and people around me. friends. they meant a lot to me. i just realized that they are always there for me whenever i need them. especially the closest one.

i never realize it before but then its almost 3 years ive known them. we got into fights and such but thats what bring us much more closer. it is true that love leaves us. but friend does'nt. i believe in that. you can always search and dream on which ever guy you like but its never easy to find the true friend.its the one who never leaves you behind. its the kind that no matter how hard it is, they will accept you and for who you are. its not for who you want to be.

how bad your crime is, or how bad your fashion taste is, it doesnt matter on the eye of the true friend. whoa i didnt notice i wrote this all. it just came out from my mind. this is practically some kinda sudden post about friendship and what it means to me.haha.but hell yeah, i really mean this. so for those who had been my friend, especially for the closest ones, idk how f*ing glad i am to have you guys by my side, accompanying me throughout my life. until now ;')

nuff said. nuff with those babblings up there. going back to the main point, yeah the results are still going to show their paws and claws.

and we just gotta face it, baby.face the music. accept the tune. no matter how hard it is. just remember, everything happens for a reason! keep praying to Allah for the better *winks

The Ready Set - Love Like Woe (Video)

hot from the oven.

its me again,HAHA.its like i actually LIVE for the second time.as you can see, this blog is obviously DEADD for a moment.

i didnt visited Blogger or even dropped by here for a fucking long time and idk why. maybe i just didnt get any interest for this anymore. anyway, no worries , i still write , but not oftenly , as the fact that i think tht writing here is just like talking with airless stupid dumb shit and making me look more weirder.

haha.

whatever it is , i didnt critize people who did blogging. as i am a blogger too.

but i just think that updating every second of wht really happened in yr life on this website , its just some kinda crap hell-o waste of time. no offence. i didnt really mean it much. just saying. for sure many things happened in life right? and course its freaking unforgettable.

do what you want. lol. but now i just realized tht i cant cope with it anymore. so from now i will just use this website not tht often as i used to. it depends on time i have. i have more real life out there.