what would you feel if your mother suddenly scold you when obviously its not your fault? what would you feel when you secretly knew that your bestfriend backstabbed you so badly? what would you feel when your boyfriend leaves you because the state of reason that you were such a lame?
and
what would you feel if nobody ever wanted to believe in you?
' ' ' ' '' '' ' ' ' ' ' ' '
okay enuff,its not happening to me actually.but i guess that what i feel right now is likely to be the same as if someone is having one of those situation above.its when you're having some kinda problem where you actually have to solve it by yourself,no one is there to reach out for you,no one is there to help you,to give you such hope.such faith.such a strong believe that every human being stands in this damn world probably needs to have.to have feelings.to have opinions.self-evidence.nobody.neither your friends nor your parents.
-uhhhh i dont really feel like talking right now.
i know its wayy too useless writing it all down here.you sure wouldnt understand wht the hell am i saying aite.guess it'll make me feel better ; not at all.
im tiredd, tooo tired to feel so numb.
with mucchh crippled anger and tears tht drip sore T.T'.im serious mannn,ive been crying all day.if you could only kneww..the only anesthetic tht makes me feel anything,reallly kills insidee.damn it
No comments:
Post a Comment