i need a space!

i decided to go back this week .my parents are at kampung now and so what? thts sooo not gonna change my mind to go backkkk home.its not likee im homesick but it seems like.errr is it the same? :D

hanim's mom gave me and yana a ride from school to ktm rawang.ohh how lovely,thanks(:
then we took train from rawang to KL Sentral.i swear to god at tht tyme i was starving like shit.

i mean it sriously.

me,yana and alia just cant say anything just because our stomach was empty.haha.how lame was tht.whatever.you just have to accept the fact.so we turned up eating at the food court.alia couldnt make it to join us cuz her mama was waiting her at wangsa maju.and to avoid free lectures; she better get going.so byebye to alia.


i arrived home at 3.30.and yeahhh im alone.but tht doesnt give any effect to me as im used to it.i planned to finish the course work but nothing happened as usual. and this was expected okay.we've to do like tonnes of course work ; history,geog. well its not tht much isnt it? but to ME ; yesss itsss a lot.for me and yana plus fatin.haha


bad news ; i left my course work at yana's bag! ohh THANK GOD 0_0

so i'll just have to wait until tomorrow to go to her house and get my papers and start doing the work.and maybe i'll be back in semashur on monday? HEHE :D

talk about this week.overall, its a dull week.black week.where everything went worst and becoming even worst than before.

i thot being f3 is kinda fun but seeing me rushing over here and there,not finishing my worksss and screamingg about moneeyyy anddd foodd and all was truly sucks.

absolutely not as what i expected.kan yana?

but, complaining about it is not gonna change a thing.soo i think i'll just get hooked up to it and be normal.be normal,hanisa.and yeah im trying.im trying as hard as i can.putting all my effort to balance my study and my emotion this year.thou i have a lottt of probs.

mid-term exam is coming soooo much near so i think ive to focus more on tht thing.take care of my health, and strengthen my mind to put all thosee memories and formulae, those notesss and all in my memory box right in my head.

yeah people.am i the only one in the world having these probs?

=.=

xoxo,