current nerves

now everyone is fucking nervous like shit about the results. everybody already knows that the day is coming. 23rd Dec ofcourse. no need to mention. for the second time bloody much , as what every form 3 kiddo are doing out there, im also hoping for the best.

i hope it turned out as well as my upsr results. with flying colours. plus plus, got an offer to a boarding school. that was a bonus. and im glad for it, honestly. i hope everybody got the perfect result lying on their own hands and shading tears of happiness at that day, not tears of sadness and regret.

i once told my friends tht if evrybody got straights a's on their own slip, and for sure if my batch broke the record of 100 a's in every subjects, i will be rolling in tears like some kinda retarded person and i will be hugging everybody like never before and screaming and shouting and for sure everybody will look at me like some peace of something and i will never, ever be ashamed of that. beacuse it worth it

haha

seriously man, we were working very hard on this before. we did those revisions, we went to classes, bengkel, we stayed up late at night, we sacrificed our pulang bermalam just to attend those classes. studyyyy instead of enjoy our raya (i didnt but ofc some of us did) we skipped meals just to spend more time with the books and modules and discussions with friends, mentors and mentees.

we had trials when we were fasting. we did test and exams everyday and every hour, we got nerves. we checked each other papers and correct them if they're wrong. we leave friendly and thoughtful notes for them.make everybody grin looking at their paper. we spent a lot of money buying those modules and books and papers and all. we support each other. we took turns slept at one's dorm and waking up supperr freaking early to get to those classes. we got scolded by teachers like every hella day.we taught each other.we gave and took advice.we went thru loads of motivations.yeah without noticing, i actually missed these moments. i shed tears once when i suddenly thought of these.memories will still be memories and never shall fade in m pieces of life.

well it was gone, but more important, it will never be forgotten. i never regret being a form 3 student. it was a tough job for me but whatever it is, i did manage to went thru those circumstances with the help of my beloved friends and people around me. friends. they meant a lot to me. i just realized that they are always there for me whenever i need them. especially the closest one.

i never realize it before but then its almost 3 years ive known them. we got into fights and such but thats what bring us much more closer. it is true that love leaves us. but friend does'nt. i believe in that. you can always search and dream on which ever guy you like but its never easy to find the true friend.its the one who never leaves you behind. its the kind that no matter how hard it is, they will accept you and for who you are. its not for who you want to be.

how bad your crime is, or how bad your fashion taste is, it doesnt matter on the eye of the true friend. whoa i didnt notice i wrote this all. it just came out from my mind. this is practically some kinda sudden post about friendship and what it means to me.haha.but hell yeah, i really mean this. so for those who had been my friend, especially for the closest ones, idk how f*ing glad i am to have you guys by my side, accompanying me throughout my life. until now ;')

nuff said. nuff with those babblings up there. going back to the main point, yeah the results are still going to show their paws and claws.

and we just gotta face it, baby.face the music. accept the tune. no matter how hard it is. just remember, everything happens for a reason! keep praying to Allah for the better *winks